These are OLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD... I started making these when i was 14. So alot of it is really REALLY bad ! I'm not joking , personally , these are embarrassing to me... But they're a part of my learning journey to make comics. I hope you enjoy the cheesiness of these ^^' 24/04/22 A comic about Els's birthday. Was done while BEASTARS A Chap3 was in production. 16/12/21 I had a "Collot x Sebun" phase for awhile after seeing JozeOsaka's ship art about them. Despite them being over 18 here , i get why people didn't really like it. 8/12/21 The first Collot x Sebun comic i did , based on JozeOsaka's ship art again. I did this in a night on my computer ! Back when i could draw faster and quicker. 18/9/21 I have a friend who likePina x Legoshi. So i made a comic about it. For some reason , fur/wool/fluffiness obsession is a reaccuring thing in these. "I like fluffiness , it's cute." is what i thought i guess. 26/7/21 I made some Haru x Juno stuff (Haruno/Junharu...?) My main focus at that time , was Legoshi x Louis (Lougosi , the classic , THE GOAT-). I just like gay stuff. That's why im bi. 5/6/21 FINALLY SOME LOUGOSI !!!!!1!1!1!1 It used (and still is) my obsession and my go-to to write gay romance. The way i draw louis changed alot however ! His look was more simpler here. 15/05/21 A new look for the way i drew pina , and the first(?) time i'm drawing Els. I dunno , this one is cheesy. One good thing about it is that this was fully drawn with paper , watercolors and cheap markers for kids. 24/04/21 This is less BEASTARS fanart , but BEASTCOMPLEX fanart... I... huh i really like chapter 13 of beastcomplex because it has the closest thing to gay people tbh alot of beastcomplex 2021's run had alot of homosexuality energy Yeah i...i was a desperate "fundashi" fan of Paru itagaki. 24/04/21 A Lougosi AND Haruno(???) comic. I may feel like an ass saying this but... Looking back at these , you can tell i wasn't a social person. I feel like that type of "uwu x3 ^w^ hehe OWO" type of humor is... Not good. Like at all. I'm really sorry , maybe it's just as the moment i'm writing this but i regret drawing this type of content. 8/2/21 Pina stealing Bill's shirt for... idk First time trying to write a comic with a "dirty" joke. It sucks. Alot of these comics feature random loctions , i can't tell you why that is myself.) Also first time drawing Bill and Aoba ! It sucks too. 13/01/21 Haruno(I still don't if that's how you say it) comic. It was my first time drawing a manga-esque page. I didn't know about canvas sizes and dpi (up until 2023 ._.') This is where the "character gets flustered" gag in my work first appeared. I dunno if i should be happy about that. 10/1/21 Another wholesome uwu OWO x3 comic. Can you tell i'm tired of typing these. The sight of these comics genuinely exhaust me. How did people not get annoyed by these back in 2021 ? (Also i forgot to mention but i used to make 4 panels comics before as it took less time for me). 10/1/21 This one. Based on a comic by a japanese BSTARS fanart (can't find them) . This one is just. Terrible. "LOL FLUSTERED JUNO ANIME MOMENT CUTE X3333333" Like shut the fuck up 15 y/o Blast , you're an idiot. 22/12/20 A comic for Jack's birthday. I kinda don't get why we celebrate some fictional character's birthday... But as long as the people are happy , it's all that matters ! I also used to make comics with this template on Medibang ! (Still use Medibang btw cuz i'm poor lmao) I wish i could go back to drawing simple comics like this , but sadly now i need like 20 pages to draw simple comics... Simpler times... Simpler times... 11/12/20 Surprisingly , despite it's cheesiness... I feel indifferent to this comic. I mean , i'm a Lougosi shipper. What do you want me to say ? 8/11/20 For some reason , i really hated Pina. Like ALOT. He just was kind of , boring ? So much so , when i was THINKING of making BEASTARS A , i was saying to myself "I really need to make Pina the punching bag of the story, it would be really funny !!!" I just liked dark humor. Still does ! 19/9/20 There's ALOT of story behind the scenes of this one. First of all , it was dubbed by MickelPickelVoiceActs ! And the second , i got hospitalized after posting it. For awhile , i've been having alot of suicidal thoughts because of intensive bullying from both students and teachers since i started my first year in middle school. I tried killing myself in front of the school but they stopped me and i got sent to a fuckin' I was there for a month , and was worried for my follwerbase of...200 followers ? I was given pretty strong antidepressants. Which might explain why alot of the later comics went uwu mode i guess. I feel like even now (in 2023) that i need them more than ever. 23/8/20 This one was popular on my old instagram. I don't use Instagram anymore. I use Twitter so i waste my life in another way. A very simple Lougosi comic. In fact. My FIRST Lougosi comic. Cool :) 10/6/20 The first EVER digital art using an actual drawing app (FireAlpaca) i've ever made instead of Flash 5/8. It's... Simple. It's innocent. No bait , no forced stuff. Just a simple boop. It's okay. While looking back at these short , weird and strange lil fancomics... I felt a lil bit of nostalgia for some reason. Like , how do i explain this... Since 2021 , i've been thinking that my stories and plots were "never good enough" What i mean is , i've always felt like i never did more , or , make something that makes someone go "WOW WHAT THE HELL ?!?" I wanted to make something that people would question themselves about. I wanted to make something insane and crazy to read ! For awhile , i thought "damn , all i need to do is make crazy ass stories to be popular like paru ? lmao its easy"... But... When i started trying to make stories like Paru Itagaki , the creator of beastars... It just felt wrong in a way. Like i'd just take story elements from her , or make something similiar. But it just didn't feel right. Around late 2022 , i met Sidpoke , the leader of ImaginaryBadger. Thanks to him , and some other great people from this group , i learned that making things overly serious af but also wacky and weird and insane ; it's not a good writing technique. At all. There needs to be reasons for these characters to do things , developpement arcs , and not just good art. You need a GOOD STORY too. Which is something i lacked alot. Now , i'm trying to improve on that , but i also realized that ; I don't need to make a super compliacted deep story. "I am not ready for serious plots at the moment , i'll make simplier things for now." Sometimes , simplicity is the key. Comedy is more of my thing anyway. (if you call characters yelling and swearing at each others funny...) I think that , i'm done with drawing these types of comics. For now. Either it be BEASTARS A , or a super duper serious story. I'll work on those when i'll be ready.